[After getting the rundown on Alleged Feelings and the meeting carrying on and Add not coming back... Elsword decides he's not gonna give Add space, actually, he's gonna go seek him out. Call it impulse, or Elsword's paranoia that him leaving Add alone for too long is gonna result in him dying again — whatever it is, he's gonna go look for his friend.
It doesn't take long to find him. Elsword thinks he'll check their house first, and then he stumbles across a familiar sight of white hair, curled up and alone...
God. Add was right when he said that Elsword doesn't think, huh? Even from this far, he thinks Add looks utterly destroyed, and clearly that's his fault; he should've brought up that photo sooner, or not said anything at all, but lying is worse in the end.]
...Add?
[He wants to hold him so bad. That's not unusual for him, but it's far worse now. Maybe something awoke in him on his way out, when he found two more shards of the Trader's mirror. They always seem to crop up around big events for him.
Elsword quietly reminds himself that Add is upset with him and he shouldn't force the touch-averse guy to touch him, but then he thinks of the way they were clinging to each other, and all that is out the window. He sits on the bank and there's only two seconds of hesitation before his arms are around the doctor's shoulders.]
Add, I'm really sorry. I didn't mean for this to happen. Let me make it up to you somehow.
After the fammeet...
It doesn't take long to find him. Elsword thinks he'll check their house first, and then he stumbles across a familiar sight of white hair, curled up and alone...
God. Add was right when he said that Elsword doesn't think, huh? Even from this far, he thinks Add looks utterly destroyed, and clearly that's his fault; he should've brought up that photo sooner, or not said anything at all, but lying is worse in the end.]
...Add?
[He wants to hold him so bad. That's not unusual for him, but it's far worse now. Maybe something awoke in him on his way out, when he found two more shards of the Trader's mirror. They always seem to crop up around big events for him.
Elsword quietly reminds himself that Add is upset with him and he shouldn't force the touch-averse guy to touch him, but then he thinks of the way they were clinging to each other, and all that is out the window. He sits on the bank and there's only two seconds of hesitation before his arms are around the doctor's shoulders.]
Add, I'm really sorry. I didn't mean for this to happen. Let me make it up to you somehow.